「我正專心的看電視，他突然說：“我們離婚吧”。他很嚴肅，不像是跟我開玩笑。
浮上我腦海的第一個念頭是：他肯定抄股虧大了，或者是得了絕症，怕連累我。
我堅決的搖頭，油然而生一股要跟他共患難的豪情。
他的第二句話將我打入地獄：“我愛上別人了，對不起。”
“什麼時候？”我努力沉住氣。
“半年了，是旅行認識的，她是導遊，很單純，人又熱情。”
也許意識到自己讚美的詞語用的過多，他剎住了，愧疚的看著我。
“有多愛？”“十分愛。”
我沒有再問下去，問的太細只會讓自己傷的更深，不如給自己留點顏面。
回憶跟他在一起的日子，我們很幸福。
可是，既然人家已經喜新厭舊，我幹嗎死不放手呢？
我長長吐了一口氣：“一切就按你的意思辦吧。有人能將你這個禍害從我身邊領走，我真是感激不盡。”
他驚訝的看著我，他知道我並不是一個心胸豁達的女人。
“其實我對你也有審美疲勞。”你把我看的輕如鴻毛，就別指望自己還是我心中的泰山。
他深感愧疚，決定把家裡的一切留給我和孩子。離婚前，他約我一起吃飯，幾杯酒下肚，
他的話多了起來，他說，他希望得到我的祝福，他還主動說起那個女孩，她朝氣蓬勃，跟她在一起，他有被點燃的感覺。
想起自己曾經也年輕漂亮，朝氣蓬勃，也曾經那樣吸引他，我與那個，只是隔了十年的光陰，卻被明顯貼上了舊愛與新歡的標籤。
“她很天真，一點小事也能讓她感到滿足，跟她去購物，抽獎得了一塊香皂；帶她去吃北京餃子；送她一塊20元的電子表，給她買一個土渣兒餅.. ....她都會欣喜若狂。跟她在一起，我很放鬆，我可以抽煙抽的屋子裡一股煙味，我可以玩通宵麻將，跟朋友拼酒......”他陶醉在自己的幸福里，滿眼的溫柔。
而我，像所有的黃臉婆一樣，精打細算，過問他每一筆開銷，買雙襪子都要貨比三家。我不許他抽煙，禁止他喝酒，更反對他吆三喝四的賭博。
“和她在一起，我感覺心跳加速，幹什麼都充滿力量。”他顯然已有幾分醉意。
我打斷他：“從此以後，我不再是你的黃臉婆，不再是你不用支付工資的用人。
我可以節省為你熨衣服配領帶的時間，來打扮自己；我可以節省下為你買衣物的錢，
給自己挑幾件拿的出手的時裝；我可以不用絞盡腦汁地搜索魚的N種做法，
不用討好你的胃，想吃飯我就做，不想做飯，我可以帶女兒去吃快餐；我可以不再擔心你抽煙傷了肺，
喝酒傷了肝；我不再為你洗吐的一塌糊塗的被單；不用在意你醉了酒，睡在街邊某個角落時，
一邊哭一邊滿大街的找；我可以不用再操心你老家的親戚今天誰做壽，明天誰娶媳婦，
不用再每個月給你爸媽寄生活費；不用每年跟你坐半天的車，提著大包小包走十多里山路，
只為陪你父母吃頓年夜飯.....是啊，離婚，真是太好了！”
說完這些，我淚如泉湧，而他則楞楞的看著我，我一直都表現的很冷靜，可是，一點酒精就把我的內心出賣了。
三十多歲的女人，誰不在乎自己經營多年的婚姻？
我又笑起來：“離吧，離了看你得意多久，你十分愛她是吧？
她也十分愛你是吧？走到一起後，一起生活幾年，看你還會不會見到她就心跳加速，她現在能給你的都是十年前我給過你的，你就折騰去吧！等你折騰夠了就會發現，你只是把我們走過的路又重複走了一遍而已。 ”
“你醉了？”他有些緊張的看著我。
“我沒有天真單純過嗎？ 我沒有年輕美麗過嗎？
我把你送的一隻銅戒指、一本書、一枚書籤視若珍寶，冒著嚴寒為你織手套。
我也十分愛過，可是走進婚姻，女人的角色就複雜了，在愛的同時，有了很多責任。
他不可能再十分專注的愛一個人，她要從這十分愛中分出一分愛公公婆婆，又要從中分出一分來愛自己的父母，還要從中分一分來愛孩子。
十分的愛經過婚姻的洗禮，就只剩下了七分。當另一份十分的愛襲擊她的幸福時，她就無以抵擋......”
最終，我們沒有離婚，他改變了主意。
他說我清醒的時候沒有醉酒的時候理智，也沒有醉酒的時候聰明． ． ． 」
謝謝某人，勾引我老公。
謝謝某人，灑脫，解脫。
有時煩惱是來自不合理的欲望。
2011/10/26
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2011/10/20
2011 Business Trip #5 - Singapore (Day 3)
We visited Cookie Museum in Singapore today. They cliam to be the Best Home Made Cookies in Singapore. We have tried more than 20 flavours tonight when we got there, and were served by a really nice shop lady. She told us that many of her customers are from Hong Kong, and the boss is planning to open a shop there soon.
The interesting thing is they keep on producing limited edition flavours. For example, they recently made something called "American Breakfast" and "Laksa", etc. After the tasting, i bought a can of "Bailey Strawberry" cookies. I think this is the most expensive cookies i have ever bought, because it costs me SGD48 which is equivalent to HKD317.
After our Laksa dinner tonight, we had a really nice cake from a shop called High Society. It's located in the new Marina Bay Sands Shopping Mall.
2011 Business Trip #5 - Singapore (Day 2)
What a relaxing evening to enjoy my room-service by the big window.
I always cannot resist Nasi Goreng, loving the shrimp crackers and satay so much. Lychee is something i like too, how would i miss Lychee Iced Tea if this is on the menu?
2011/10/18
2011 Business Trip #5 - Singapore (Day 1)
I am checking into Mandarin Oriental Singapore after so many years. The last time I stayed there was with Kitty Choi 8-9 years ago...The hotel had been renovated now, so my stay this time will be more enjoyable especially with the free upgrade to harbour view room.
View out of my window - right hand side
Sands on my left hand side.
A colleague recommended the Chicken Rice at MO Singapore. So we had lunch there. But we found out they had put some Chinese medicine into the soup, the taste was a bit strange. But the MO service is impeccable. They sent us free pumpkin soups while we are waiting. And they even waived the cost of my fruit juice because they missed my order for some reasons. These are some lovely touches to impress!!
View out of my window - right hand side
Sands on my left hand side.
A colleague recommended the Chicken Rice at MO Singapore. So we had lunch there. But we found out they had put some Chinese medicine into the soup, the taste was a bit strange. But the MO service is impeccable. They sent us free pumpkin soups while we are waiting. And they even waived the cost of my fruit juice because they missed my order for some reasons. These are some lovely touches to impress!!2011 Business Trip #4 - Beijing (Oct 10 - 11)
My first ever trip within 48 hours. Leaving Hong Kong on Monday morning, and coming back to home at 7pm on Tuesday. I like short and efficient trip!!
Hotel G in a clubbing area in Beijing?!?! I find the hotel is too dark...
Set your morning call by yourself. Don't bother the reception.
Hotel G in a clubbing area in Beijing?!?! I find the hotel is too dark...
Set your morning call by yourself. Don't bother the reception.2011/10/16
2011/10/15
Cube Collection Day
After all the delay, the car has finally handed to us today.
Though it is not a luxury or updated car, it is a car we love.
Car park downstairs is full now, and we are in the waiting line. Cube is now sleeping at one of those open air temporary car park nearby.
Though it is not a luxury or updated car, it is a car we love.
Car park downstairs is full now, and we are in the waiting line. Cube is now sleeping at one of those open air temporary car park nearby.
我們係二五仔！
在雨後陽光的下午，與cube一起回家去！
2011/10/14
Line-fanatic Friday!
My QR code looks like this:
Shirky's first art exhibition
Interesting concepts indeed. We both love this work. Good job, Shirky. Should I really take the part time arts degree? Looks like i am missing something in life.
2011/10/13
Gloomy Eeyore
Did i tell you my love for Eeyore?
Eeyore, I love you so much. I am such a sunshine person, so i always want to make you more happy. Don't be gloomy, OK?
Also, the fact that you will lose your tail fascinates me...
Eeyore, I love you so much. I am such a sunshine person, so i always want to make you more happy. Don't be gloomy, OK?
Also, the fact that you will lose your tail fascinates me...
2011/10/09
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2011/10/06
R.I.P. Steve Jobs
Why all the talented people leave us at such an early age?
Is this the only way to make them a legend?
I feel so sad about his departure, and the world needs more creative people like Jobs.
His story is inspiring, and he will be forever missed.
2011/10/05
iPhone 4Gs
Though its not the expected iPhone 5, i still need to change the phone because my 3Gs is going to die soon. I just hope that it will not die before i get iPhone 4s.
2011/10/03
BFFs become Teletubies today!!
It's the bridal shower for Flora today, but we turned into teletubbies accidentally.
Ah Yea even asked us to hold hands! She is a true teletubby! Look at the video!
2011/10/02
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