First time I wanted to quit

Tin Tin was off yesterday. Ah Lun was off too but he desperately needed some rest because he was super busy and sick these days. In a nutshell, I was on my own most of the time yesterday. 

It's just a mess all day especially in the morning before Ah Lun was up. Also, baby did not want to sleep nowadays, which means I can hardly pump out the milk after feeding.

In the mid night between 12am and 6am, I just slept for 1.5 hours for two times because of two feedings and one milk expressing task. In the morning, I could not catch up with sleep as tin tin was off. Instead I had to go washing and sterilizing bottles /milk pump equipments. Those two short sleep intervals were to keep me survive for the whole day 24 hrs!! 

I was so tired yesterday and I wanted to quit breast feeding. I will see how long I can hang on there. 

A mess! Feeding took place in the middle of milk pumping. Now she's crying making things worse and I wanted to surrender.